Messy, Grey & Random

Guarding Ur hEart

Friday, April 27, 2007

..Heart..Is it the most precious part in the body to U?? To me, it's very important, the heart
not just pump in my body providing the blood flow. Yet it is the most valueable possession...

Everytime I will heard people around me, telling me this guard your heart, don't get waver. I would now add on , PROTECT it, GUARD it , WATCH OVER it & CARE for it. Like what man will do to protect their valuable possession, precious gems & diamond. They will hire sercurity to watch over it, purchase unbreakable glass cabinet to store, doing all sorts of system to protect it from stolen. Have U guard ur heart or is it stolen & been fill by other things????
Tempation & laziness is always the one I fall into. It the worse moment, where I felt i'm in darkness. Feeling low, hearing all sorts of negative things from a voice, feel like blowing up....I would said it's the most miserable time!!!!! Brother & sister guard your heart well...Becareful, don't carelessly fall into trap, that draw you away from the Only One that can satisfy your soul....

Psalm 107:9--" for he satisfies the thirsty and fills the hungry with good things."
Proverbs 4:23 (NLT)--Guard your heart above all else,for it determines the course of your life.

In Proverbs 4: 23-27...Solomon tell us to guard our heart ABOVE ALL ESLE, making sure we focus on those desire that will keep us on the right path. Fix your eyes on the goal , look STRIAGHT ahead. Don't get side-tracked that lead U away. Our heart(-our feeling of love & desire-) dictates to a great extent how we live, as we always find time to do what we enjoy. Guard well & Start an effective living. Effective living beings with God's wisdom, that reqiures moral & practical application. Trust in Him & act on His direction, U will experience something U will not imagine.... What steps can U take today to protect your heart or something U need to eliminate???

One little sin, what harm can it do?
Give it free reign and soon there are two.
Then sinful deeds and habits ensue—
Guard well your thoughts, lest they control you. —DJD

...Love U all...

I went off @ 11:57 AM

A step out...

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Passion to go togther
But stop with the struggle

Today i consider a step out for me to join some the SPians. Gordon, pooi yee, yiheng, jeremy & gensis. They were doing evax though i came late, can see their desire to outreach & know more people. Haa...great jOb to your burning desire. Ha....!!! Deep down in my heart i really really want to something, to join them to do the outreach, to have fun, to have fellowship, to share my thoughts to my leaders, to look forward to do more. What happen to me today????? Why I find it so hard to said?? To be the real true self in front of them. I can do it in front of u Lord. Why everytime i wanna speak, it's just like superglue sticking my mouth together. Always give tt irrating face.... Gosh!!! What am I doing!!!!!! Sorry people!!

I'm trying to adopt the a new HABITS...

Having time with God
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Accountibilty
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Bible verse memorization
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Inovelment & Initiative
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Tithe
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Studying scripture

Lord please forgive me, I pray for the desire to speak & to share to the people around me. To be the true real joyful warrior for U & ur mission. Stronger as ever before...yEah!!! All the praise to U my King, Amen.....

I went off @ 8:37 PM

letting go...

LET GO - LET GOD

Cast your mind back over the challenges. Reflect upon the daily discussion U had with the Lord. Have u drawn closer to Him? Have U not longed to be more like Him? That longing will not be overlooked, for He sees your innermost heart, He knows your strivings, your longings and aspirations. That change will come by letting go- and letting God. Don't struggle, don't fight, don't strive. Just rest in Him. Let Him work the miracle. All u can do is to fill the waterpots with water, He will turn the water into wine.

Lord i can never be the the person u want me to be in human effort alone. Sorry that alot of time i have fail U. I surrender to U today, guide me & help me to be more christ-like, to fulfill the calling U have given me. I pray U will watch over my brother & sister, add on strength to them, add on wisdom to them. I know U are watching all over, Praise to u our Yahweh!!!!.....In jesus name amen
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I went off @ 4:27 PM

vAlue!!!

VALUE!!! This word keep appearing in my mind. Something thats worth & importance, hmmm!!! Nagging nagging nagging from my mum, keep going through my ears. Every words flow out sure gotta link with money. What's the value of money to U??
Conscientious consumers shop for value, the best product thats best for money. Parents giving the best education, putting the best investment to their children, seeing the worth of they becoming the best of in the society. Man pursue what they value most to them. Just like sports, sports to sportmans who's going to join the oylpmics game, train so hard as they see the value of winning. As to normal people, it's just a workout for heathly body.Value drop off easily.

I start asking...What's my value to u God???
He answers " I have brought U for a high price, my child"
He start whispering " Do u know I esteem U more importantly than myself."
Warm & sercue fills my heart. I believe, it's there I found my true value. Wow.. A smile in my heart. Ha.. U see something amazing is, If we were one cent worth less than to God than the value of Jesus, than Abba will not have given Him. Heex what a great investment He have made.. All because of LOVE!!!

John 3:16--"For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life."

Look at Paul's ministry in the bible. His passion & zeal burn so strongly, going all the mile to reach out, to share the gospel. Why is he doing so?? Because of the sake of doing good?? Nope, He had taste the goodness & greatness of God. He see the value of reconcilation, the value of drawing people back to the relationship to the Creator.

Philippians 3:8 (NLT) --- Paul said :Yes, everything else is worthless when compared with the infinite value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have discarded everything else, counting it all as garbage, so that I could gain Christ.

Where is your value place in??? Question keep popping out. Ha i kept asking myself, reflecting back my days.

Luke 16:15-- He said to them, "You are the ones who justify yourselves in the eyes of men, but God knows your hearts. What is highly valued among men is detestable in God's sight.

Have u thought before this question, "why people can't commit?" , "why can't they take study seriously?" , " why can't they give their time?" etc.........I believe normal man will have ask before... When they see the value they will naturally put their investment in.
God is the best investment. He will not shortchange U when U give your best to him.

" R u willing to change your value to know God better??"

Do you have that life? If not, put your faith in Christ today.
Then you too will be able to say, "No one has ever valued me more." —David C. Enger

I went off @ 3:02 PM

A neW start

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Decided to do a change for a braNd new start. A brand new CG, new HS transfer. Have been awhile since i join the unit for fellowship, fun & worship. Really pass through a tough time, and now I would proclaim it's over. Thank God for being so faithful & mercyful. If not for Him i think i would ended up in the darkest of darkest. Funny things is he spoke to me through something that might I can't imagine. Ha..!!

One of the episode of tyra, it's talking of attach babies. One of the mum, Norma, gave birth to a twin that the body was attach together. With only 2 legs each of them controlling each of the leg. My 1st thought was start counting the cost. The effort the time the emotional needs, bla bla bla........gosh !!! One thing that Norma said & i quote " When i 1st saw the twins, disappointment & sadness fills. I believe GOD give me the twins cause HE know i'm a patient mum to take care of them..." This simple words made me think. Even at the most down time, She still turn to God, having the hope & courage live on. Really at that moment i felt ashame of myself. Question start popping out in my head....what & why!!!

Now, a new start for me!!! After all this, i feel a different me!!!! Ready for the battle??? Ha..I AM ready God!!! Heyx SP1 sorry for the foolish things i made.....Now that's FiGHt strongly together!!!!!!

Happiness is never found
When happiness is sought;
It’s found instead in JesusAnd what His blood has bought. —D. De Haan

I went off @ 6:36 PM