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Sunday, July 08, 2007


......Something to share......

" The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, unhabited island. He prayed feverishly for God to recuse him & everyday he scanned through the horizon for help, but noneseem forthcoming. Exhausted, he eventuallly manage to build a little hut out of driftwood to protect him from elements, & to store his few possessions. But then one day, after scavenging for food, he arrived home to find his lttle hut in flames, the smoke rolling up to the sky. The worst had happened; everyhing was lost. He was stunned with grief & anger. " God, how could U do this to me!" He cried.

Early the next day, however , he was awakened by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island. It had come to recuse him. " How did U know I was here?" asked the weary man. " We saw your smoke signal," they replied.

It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad. But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain &sufering. Remember next time your little hut is burning to the ground it just may be a smoke signal that summons the Grace of God. For all the negative things we have say to ourselves, God has a positive answer for it :

U say : "It's impossible"
God says : " All things are possible" --- Luke 18:27

U say : " I'm too tired"
God says : " I will give U rest" ---Matthew 11:28-30

U say : " I can't go on"
God says : "My grace is sufficient" --- 2 Corinthians 12:9

U say : " Nobody really loves me"
God says : " I Love U" --- John 3:16

U say: " I can't figure things out"
God says : " I will direct Ur steps" ---Proverbs 3:5-6

U say : " I can't do it"
God says : " U can do all things" ---Philippians 4:13

U say : " It's not worth it"
God says : " It will be worth it" --- Romans 8:28

U say : " I can't forgive myself"
God says : " I Forgive U" ----- 1 John 1:9

U say : " I don't have enough faith"
God says " I've given everyone a measure of faith" ---- Romans 12:3

U say: " I'm not smart enough"
God says : " I give U wisdom" --- 1 Corinthians 1:30

U say : " I feel all alone"
God says : " I will never leave U or forsake U" ---- Hebrews 13:5










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spEcial
Friday, June 08, 2007



All to you my King....Here I surrender to You


~Crucified With Christ~ by Phillips Craig & Dean


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As I look back on what I thought was living
I'm amazed at the price I choose to pay
And to think I ignored what really mattered
Cause I thought the sacrifice would be too great
But then I finally reached the point of giving in
I found the cross was calling even then
And even though it took dying to survive
I've never felt so much alive.

[chorus]

For I am crucified with Christ and yet I live
Not I but Christ that lives within me
His Cross will never ask for more than I can give
For it's not my strength but His
There's no greater sacrifice
For I am crucified with Christ and yet I live

As I hear the Savior call for daily dying
I will bow beneath the weight of Calvary
Let my hands surrender to His piercing purpose
That holds me to the cross but sets me free
I will glory in the power of the cross
The things I thought were gain I count as loss
And with His suffering I identify
And by His resurrection power I am alive

[chorus]

And I will offer all I have
So that His cross is not in vain
For I found to live is Christ
And to die is truly gain

I went off @ 10:49 AM

aMazes



~Your Grace still Amazes Me~



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My faithful Father, enduring Friend
Your tender mercy is like a river with no end
It overwhelms me covers my sin
Each time I come into Your presence I stand in wonder once again
*Chorus*
Your grace still amazes me
Your love is still a mystery
Each day I fall on my knees
'Cause Your grace still amazes me
Your grace still amazes me
Oh patient Savior, You make me whole
You are the author and the healer of my soul
What can I give You Lord what can I say
I know there's no way to repay you, only to offer You my praise
*Chorus*
Your grace still amazes me
Your love is still a mystery
Each day I fall on my knees
‘Cause Your grace still amazes me
Your grace still amazes me
It's deeper, it's wider, it's stronger, it's higher
It's deeper, it's wider, it's stronger, it's higher
Than anything my eyes can see
Your grace still amazes me
Your love is still a mystery
Each day I fall on my knees
‘Cause Your grace still amazes me
Your grace still amazes me


A song that speak my heart now

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Wioooo
Sunday, June 03, 2007

wOw, It's really tiring this whole week. I have started my second job & my second day as a dental clinic assistant. It's neighbourhood shop but Orchard road service...I love this jOb..... I learn alot of interesting things, the general knowledge of the teeth, X-rays, developing the Xrays, the different paste & tools... It's really alot. I also seen a lot of major cases of patient. Hey Hey must really really take Care of Ur teeth, have a proper oral care. Don't wait till too late.
Ha, catch uop with u all soon...gonna go back to do closing liao....
Loveeeeeeeeeeee UUUUUUUU

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mIszing ouT
Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Misses alot of things. Caregroup, fellowship, evanglise, sowing, fun, somethimes even service.... I misses all time I can spend.... This past week I have been working, one straight in a row, expect for saturday. A lot of thing happen in my work place, people back stabbing people, complaining all over. I'm always the one been stuck in the middle, without knowing why. Hahaha but I still love all the happening...becaause I believe that it's a moulding process to prepare me to eternal life. How have U all been my dear SPians...misses U all!!!

Ha... I want to proclaim His All, His greatness....

I Love U Jesus...
I Love my family
I love all my Brother & sister
I love my unit
I love my spiritual family
I love my leaders
I love all the special things & creation all around
I love my shepherd....

I loveeeeeeeee UUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!

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can't sleep
Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Early Early!!! I simply can't get to sleep, yet still feeling awake & refresh. This past few days, it always happen, I will only doze off at 6plus or 7plus. Dunno why, hahha!!! Today i just couldn't sleep, so decided to come to SP early in the morning, to walk around & use computer... ha to some may feel weird why I always come to SP to use comp, the reason being is I do have have a computer at home for the past 3yrs. Quite long have not been that early I came to SP, morning is rather quiet, cooling & fresh!! And feel rather different!! Watching the people walking here & there, observing what they are doing..

Yesterday something happen, it touches me & rather spur me up. I do not what to said, just simply could not utter a words...A card that so simple with a few short sentence, that means alot & the affirmation. ThanK U bro!!! Finally got a part time job, but mostly is night shift. Going get affect with my timing with ministry. Thinking it might get clash. I'm going to replan my time plan again, ha hope it helps!!!

Seeing life that transform daily is a joy & blessing & encouragement to each other!!! Looking back at the stages of life changes is really amazing. God mould us step by step, little by little, seems like a bit slow, turning out to be wow!! God will use your past & present character, talents for a greater future. Paul is a very good example. Somehow I'm reminded again about not taking the Lord for granted. Usually it's easy to take God protection for granted. When things goes well & we get so use to, that we seldom take notice. (The home we are shelter with, the daily transport we took, the surrounding, water for the daily purposes.......etc...). Normally we only give thanks when something happen or people around....What have been giving you good service?? What have been working well recently??? Have you give thanks to what U have??? Remember to thank God for these quiet blessing. Encourage U to give thanks....All this is a blessing too!!

Psalm 26:7 --That I may proclaim with the voice of thanksgiving, and tell of all Your wondrous works.

I went off @ 10:36 AM

Dwell
Thursday, May 10, 2007


Today was a fruitful day... tell you all more about some happening in my family. Things have been the same since 2 months ago. Till this time where my younger sis grad and start looking for job. She start asking me alot of question, " hey why aren't you scare during interview" , " why won't find it difficult to mix around with new people"...why here & there!!! But one thing I truly glad & happy is, I got this chance to share my faith with her... Haha.. I believe a seed is already plant in her, believe God will grow it & draw her back to him. This actually bring our relationship ever closer. Ha one more thing that happen is, our family lunch together. This is the 1st time where such outing is plan other than reunion dinner. This time round my brother got go, but one thing I'm reallty glad about is.. He will start asking my sis things about me..which never happen before. Can see that after he enter ploy things slightly change...One thing I truly the work of God is burn in my family. Hoping to see their salvation soon... Yeahhhhhhh!!!! Hahahaaha Love U my sis & bro

Yesterday got a good chat with a bro... talk about lots of thing!!! There's one topic we discuss is on end time, terrorism, war....Recent news there's alot of happening around the world, global warming, bombing, people got kill....etc... I start thinking of what happen in the world now. I been wondering what happen if there's no law & people using their own freedom to do whatever they want. Freedom...what's that??? Freedom to abuse? Freedom to do what ever U want?? I'm really glad I found my true freedom...& I start apprectiate the laws & rule given...expect for some hahhha!!! Laws are designed to guide all people toward a lifestyle that are healthy, up right....and devoted to God. It is to protect us & he love the world so so much. I been reminded on obeying.....obeying the words of God, the commandment....!!! Seems hard...lets do it hand in hand...His presence is what I long for...His love that never fails.... I'm reallly really felt bless to be in His family, under His protection....

God so Loved

Chorus:
God so loved the world
That he gave his one and only son
That who so ever believes in him
Will not perish but have everlasting life

Verse 2:
I try so hard to find the words to say
To let you know how great is this God to whom I pray
Nothing can, nor ever, will compare
To the peace that flows in your soul
When He is living there
Oh, I know
You've been through so much
It's hard to contemplate
Letting go
And reaching out for his trust
But I know the simple truth
That love is here for you
So take Him at His word
And see what He can do
Chorus
The promise is yours and mine
Take hold of His love for the rest of your life
But it's time to take a step of faith
Be prepared for Jesus' love to carry you one way
Chorus
(God so loved the world) 4x
He gave his...
He gave his one and only son...
If you just believe
If you just believe
Love will set you free
He loves you so much
He loves you so much
Just believe
Just believe...


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dEvotional
Wednesday, May 09, 2007

There's so many things I want to give thanks to U Abba......Every single thing in my life. The daily providence, the love, the words, My family, everyone in my life...so much to give thanks... U know i feel so bless to experience the good & bad. Experiencing what others may not experience.
Today devotional was great... I can said every devotional time spend with him is truly a great. I ask alot recently...may sound simple yet...Is simple thinking good or bad?? Asking too much is it a bad thing?? Expressing is it bad thing??? Is emotion the root issue to failure???..... Each time I ask, He never fail to answer my question during the time spending with him.. I'm a step closer to Him each day... I really want to do more for You...For you for you.... Thanks for the comfort Abba...My tears just flow down, when out of sudden I heard this worship " You are My All in All"..right after I got spoke of Psalm 73:23-24...
Recently I have been slacking at home...Been going around looking for temp job, my suitation now can said to be quite bad yet not...This period of time, straits times, dictionary, books & bible is my good friends. Ha to said the truth, I took quite sometime to adapt reading newspaper, partly is because the words is bit small, and i'm not a person who love reading. Now I begin to start love reading....without fail I will read..ha... Now i love the World section... hate the sports. Haha.. because I don't really like soccer!!! Maybe will slowly love it hahha...
LOve U all!!!!

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